~mEiKeE~

date line getting near n near….ald near the corner…i reli hope i no need to face the leaving on mine..i’ll be loeaving soon…on 2aug…hv a strong feeling that i wanna stay in malaysia…i wanna stay at home n don wanna go anyway…but i stil need to face the fact!!!i don know everything..i don know how when i reach there..i don know i’ll need to share 1 house wit who..i don know ..i don know..i don know y thing will always change during the last minute.!no ppl can help me on that…i need to go after my own life..my own dream…i hope everything will goes smooth..i hope i can stand for 1 yr in other country…jz treat it as travel will be alrite i think..!don know what i think is bluffing myself o not…nvr…need to get use to the new environment oso.need to get new fren..but i reli scare~!

this few day nt reli in good mood..so many thing in my mind n always need to think n think..mayb i’m too much…life goes easy..i reli hope my dear linn can beside me~~but haiz….sure i’ll try to get a job for her there~~no worry linn…i wanna help u out of this sadness country..so miss all my fren…linn…chris…linchee..y cant we always be together.??haha…work work work..after graduated all ppl oso need to work..!!

i hate ..i hate…i hate…i hate myself luving u..!!!stupid..reli stupid~anyways..thanks for this 2 week…u’ll always b in my mind.!

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