~mEiKeE~

date line getting near n near….ald near the corner…i reli hope i no need to face the leaving on mine..i’ll be loeaving soon…on 2aug…hv a strong feeling that i wanna stay in malaysia…i wanna stay at home n don wanna go anyway…but i stil need to face the fact!!!i don know everything..i don know how when i reach there..i don know i’ll need to share 1 house wit who..i don know ..i don know..i don know y thing will always change during the last minute.!no ppl can help me on that…i need to go after my own life..my own dream…i hope everything will goes smooth..i hope i can stand for 1 yr in other country…jz treat it as travel will be alrite i think..!don know what i think is bluffing myself o not…nvr…need to get use to the new environment oso.need to get new fren..but i reli scare~!

this few day nt reli in good mood..so many thing in my mind n always need to think n think..mayb i’m too much…life goes easy..i reli hope my dear linn can beside me~~but haiz….sure i’ll try to get a job for her there~~no worry linn…i wanna help u out of this sadness country..so miss all my fren…linn…chris…linchee..y cant we always be together.??haha…work work work..after graduated all ppl oso need to work..!!

i hate ..i hate…i hate…i hate myself luving u..!!!stupid..reli stupid~anyways..thanks for this 2 week…u’ll always b in my mind.!

is a boring day again…nw in my dad office waiting for him to finish work then bck together…everyday wake up early in the morning then bck to dad’s office then slp again in the office, eat in the office, msn in the office, life is the same everyday…

haiz…thing getting worst n worst….i wanna escape…i force myself nt to face the feeling..i wanan pull the feeling out frm my heart…what make me so stupid n crazy on that…????ur question will be no answer…my answer won be the answer that u 1.anyways…i’ll be leaving soon..thing will change…feeling will change..HOPEFULLY!

yup….forget about that…!!!new life will make the old feeling away..haha….

MK,…..u can do that!!

This is the 3rd day i hv been resign n stay at home…kinda enjoy n relax….don knw how is like life journey will going..what will happen..anything will change??hopefully everything going smooth…need to start packing all my stuff n prepare all the necessary thing ald…leaving soon..i’ll sure miss everything here.!arh….arh…ah…..

nw reli nt the time to be in luv?i think so….sorry for everything..i wanna fulfill my dream..i knw…i knw…all i oso knw…i reli appreaciate it….thanks for the care…the luv….the hug..n eveything..it’s reli sweet..For u,all the story may be end 1 day!but for me, hope can continue..but..it cant continue!.we both hv our own thinking…u cant stand on the far distance..if the luv is strong enuf…all prob oso can be ovrcome.but v dare nt to hv a try again..but this may be the good solution la..jz keep the relationship that what v having nw!i dare nt to giv u any promiss.dare nt to ask u wait for me..i scare i break the promis.!anyways…i wish u good luck!!

my dear linn linn will going to celebrate her bday on 23…happy bday dear.!!i reli miss u….our frenship is strong to be forever rite???hahaha……sure la..!!!!friends forever…..need to take good care of urself ya..!don be like skeleton ald ya.~nt pretty.!

wanna go to slp agian lo…wake up too early ald…too bored ald..hehehe