~mEiKeE~

sunday…..very boring sunday..hehe….ntg to do….online n no ppl in msn..haha..

so now sitting infornt of the com..don know what to do..head very pain somemore……feel like going to slp soon la……reli pig….pig ..pig,hahha…

i not even hv my lunch yet…but i don feel like eating oso…aiyo…….so boring la..

wanna go n slp ald….bye bye

hehe…morning everyone….meikee here again….so bored….early in the morning doing my dissertation…and the big fat pig adeline is stil sleeping…her assignment not yet finish then she can slp til so comfortable…reli don understand how she did it….

yesterday went mid valley wit shannie….adeline….bryan…and adrian….hehe….so tired……yeahh~~finially i bought something ald..i buy myself a pair of slipper…..a shirt n my dear adeline buy me a water bottle…so nice..n so sweet….u know watt….ytd shannie angry ooo~~hehe……say a bit bit then angry ald…haizz……y suddenly become so sui heii~????anyway….she was sweet ytd..hehe…if she read my blog sure she’ll kill me o scold me up side down…inside out….n all the way round la…

i wanna say sorry to my papa n mama la…ytd cant meet them in rawang……aiyo….feel so guilty la…cz my driver drive me to the wrong way looo~~what to do??

now become less haze ald….so happy~if not outside so smelly n not dare to step out oso……cough….cough…cough…..aiyo……….hard to breath….hehe..

later need to go pudu take my dear home…on monday shei’ll start working ald…hehe…..good luck…..

tonite will be fun..i think…..hehe…….got ppl celebrate b’day at adeline home n not dare to inform me…..what a stupid idea……did something wrong n no face to see me ar……bitch n fucker……i reli wanna know how the reaction when u both see me when u both close to each other la…hehe….god~~the organizer reli stupid….choose to organize the stupid b’day party at my fren house….n ur nilai fren oso my close fren…my dear……u think u can hide frm me meh…somemore ur bitch ald tease u wat……invite meikee…..??u reli got the face to invite me meh???n her face will turn black when see me k….stupid bitch…don say thoso word so loud….eat shit n die la….later if ur fucker reli invite me then u’ll cry like hell…and send msg to disturd me again wit the stupid word…..see me like ssee a ghost…no face to see me..so scare ur bitch…..not even dare to talk to me…u reli useless~~useless…..

ooo~~feel sleepy again…the sakai shannie say wanna come here but til now oso don hv her smell…….what time she wanna come…wait n wait n wait…old ald..hehe…

k la….to be continue….hehe..wanna continue my dissertation ald…

anything for me to do???now i sitting in the library without aim n destination…haizz….the damn stupid jam make me late to the class n i not dare to go in the class when reach coll……ald 25minutes late…i reli don understand what the car stuck in the middle of the road for…..all the driver don know how to drive properly n follow the rules 1 meh??stupid malaysian driver…….bck to study undang undang again…make me late and get scold from my mum early in the morning cz i skip my class…..what a nonsense day~

now waiting for jamie, jun n uncle to finish their class at 10.30am…then i don know where they wanna go n what they wanna do..~~later no dissertation class…break for damn long….i think sure i’ll be sitting infront of the "metal box" again la..~~

when do my homework sure i fall asleep la…..last nite do my dissertation…i not even finish typing 5 line then i fall asleep ald……lazy ppl alway like that….due date is near to the corner ald..stil don know how to write the "die" word….is that spell as "dei"???"eid"???"edi"???…..how to spell??haha…

wahh~~i tell u wat…i went to the acquarium in klcc convention centre on sunday…inside is super duper nice……elegence….n interesting…haha….my 2 funny fren n i took many photo in it but don know y some photo are blur…..??(cz..the photographer is adeline loo~~)her hand always shaking….mayb she ate too much of chicken feet ald..hehe..~~then v keep asking her to wear skirt when we shopping in klcc….but she don’t 1…y cant u be like a gal my dear……help her…i think she need a bf to make her change la~

when oni jamie they all wanna come out….i waiting like stupid here…cant find info~~die die die~~

good morning m’sia..today is friday…almost end of the week ald…..review back what i did this whole week…..doing ntg…~~dissetation not yet start…alway say wanna do but end up wit piece of shit~~reli don know how la…..can someone teach me what to do n how to do……..

today no class…n as usual lo……for sure i wake up early n lying on the bed wit my dearest computer……..the other 2 pig is stil sleeping like no body business…somemore worst is the Adeline over slept n didnt attend the class….i nvr teach her to skip class ooo~~she the master on it……

ald whole week no bck to klang ald…..don know how there lehh…….tmr mayb going bck loo…..sure all ppl being thinking nonsense ald….say i have bf o what looo~~~so pity la……..hehehe…..

last nite went nite market again…….so many thing to buy but no money lehhh….hehe……after that adeline n i did 1 vert funny thing to hui linn friendster…hahhaa…we changed her profile….is very funny….hahaha..then she no energy to scold us at all cz she so sleepy ald..hehe…..

shannie.….be happy always la…….this what i beg u looo~~k……is guilty to see u unhappy….cz i don know what to do when see u down n unhappy……plsss….u must be happy oo……….i know u can…..beliv in urself ooo!!

tonite mayb hv a great plan…..yeah~~~going to thaiclub….yeah yeah~~go clubbing……sometimes is the best thing for single life…hehe…..must enjoy it~but when think about the dissertation what mood oso gone……..degree life…haiz……

now wanna go n wake the 2 pig up n wait for shannie loo..she say wanna come here but til now oso not yet her………have a nice day

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very sleepy now…ald 1.24am….but cant slp..cz hui linn is stil on the light n watch VCD….u know i hv class at 9.30am tmr…what a stupid class…aiyo..

hai…..so many thing happen on my dearest kor kor…be patience..everything will be allright soon…but what my advice is>>>>don put too much of efford in "her" yet…don too native…k????i reli worry about u~~

the bitches n the fucker pls stop gossiping on other ppl thing ald…u all got ntg better to do is it?????all is not related to u all….k??somemore u all don hv the qualification to say that oso..cz everyone will do something wrong…n see how u slove n settle it……..giving support k??

hehe……i success ald…..i think stil cant face "him" when i see "him" in coll…but i don think so lo….i don hv any feeling when facing "him" loooo~~ actually i can forget what u said…what u did…but cant forget what the feeling u gave me……@.@

good nite loo…wanna slp loo…hehe

haizzz….wake up so early again……last nite slept so late cz of the stupid adeline always disturd me…..make me cant slp…..then now online alone n the gal behind me(hui linn) stil sleeping like a pig…~god~~later she need to go for interview….wish her good luck n god pls bless her……..haha……

bloodyful….they both went ikea last nite without me …..@#%&*^%%##$….. how dare they do that to me…..leave me alone…haizz……i oso need to go ikea n shopping ald…go ikea buy some stuff for my new house in a/s..hehe…can move house looo~~~go shopping to buy something for myself…..i like shopping…i luv shopping…hehe..~

long time nvr update blog ald….pass few week went so many place n waste a lot of money….now pok kai ald…hahaha….

no mood for my dissertation..how to face it?when i think about that ald scare but stil no mood to do…what a human being i am…..help me~~

hahaha…….the happy thing is i pass my semester 1 exam…yeah~~yeah~~yeah~~hope will be the same for semester 2 lo…..impossible for me to score but let me pass i ald so happy……hehe…

happy birthday!!!! JUN JIE……..thanks for the dinner last nite…..is great~~~don felt sorry to me about last nite la…..i didnt angry…..hehe…..is funny that ur fren beliv i’m pregnant…aiyo…..then i think the baby’s father must be the air loo…..then after 9 month i’ll give birth to baloon looo~~haha……

haizz…need to concentrate to the study ald…..final semester ald…after tat mayb no chance to study ald….shit shit shit~~enjoy the final semester ooo~~